i will love you till the day i die. the part of you that lives within my heart will ride with me till the day i die. part of your soul left your body and joined mine when you left the earth. when i found out you were gone, i yelled, i screamed, i cried. i tried so hard to save you. i tried so hard to take your pain away. i tried to love the pain out of you. when i held you at night, i prayed that whatever pain you felt was being taken into my arms, straight into my soul. i thought that if i held you hard enough, if i told you i loved you enough, your pain would leave. but it doesn’t work like that. i have feared loosing you since the day i met you. i will never be able to love anybody else like how i loved you. i hope someday i can move on, but the love i had in me for you, will never be restored. it’s like you burned part of my heart that will stay closed off for eternity. you are the box i keep under my bed of forbidden memories.