Insecurities will always be something that we'll have. We'll look at other girls and wish for their hair and their body. Jealous because a part of our mind will always race towards what we want, what they have. We fight and destroy who we are to become something we're not. We stare in the mirror picking out our flaws while theirs a person behind us picking out everything beautiful that they find about us. Your lover looks at you and sees the stars in your eyes, but then it becomes day time and the stars go away and they leave you because things aren't the way they used to be and they found someone else. So you look at her and all you see is the things you don't have. You look at her perfect smile and the light in her eyes and you wish you could change everything about yourself because maybe they'll love you again if you do. But the at same time you're tearing yourself down someone's looking at you wondering why they couldn't have your curves and your full lips. Because since the day we were made it was implanted in our brains to always hate what we see in the mirror because boys don't like girls who are full of themselves and if you're confident it's unattractive. So they tell us to hate ourselves and then you go and read stories and it's always the same girl who's perfect and she always ends up with the guy and you begin to wonder if people will love you if you looked like her. And you see girls like her in real life and you wish you could look like them and you hate them for getting every guy while at the same time they're staring in the mirror hating themselves for things other people would love to have because we were never taught to love ourselves. Only to love what we could never have.