So, I re-wrote from scratch. It's about the picture before where the guy told me I didn't like chasers.
Even those who profess to not care what others think probably are curious at one time or another about how we are perceived by others.
I had an opertunity or two recently to ask a couple of people who didn't really know me.
Just knew people who claimed to know me.
I have learned:
I am a bully
I force my opinions or beliefs in conversations on the internet and attack anyone who disagrees with me.
I use some kind of "clout" to get other people to attack, or publicly shame, people who disagree with me.
I am extremely abusive to people who turn me down for sex. (and apparently use the above "clout" to attack or shame those people in public forum)
I won't have sex that doesn't include my fetishes. Including, SM, watersports, and scat.
I present what I do for a living in a boastful way to impress people. Especially for sex hookups.
I don't like skinny guys, twinks, vanilla, smooth, younger or older guys. (but especially younger guys)
I asked. I deserve whatever answers I get.
I have to say, this is not how I see myself. But, I suppose in order to be that much of an asshole, maybe I couldn't see that I'm like that.
I shouldn't let it bother me. After all, I don't care about what people think. Right? But, I do try to be a good person. Yeah. I'm flawed and shit.
I'm pretty opinionated and I do defend those opinions strongly. But, I didn't think I attacked people when I didn't get my way.
I was accused of that one twice yesterday.
I"m not going to defend those things told to me. Mostly, because they might be true in some degree. And, after all, these are perceptions. Some from third party.
What do you think? Is this who I am?