the past few weeks have made me a Wreck
* screwed up math grades!
* screwed up bio grades! then saved bio grades!
* everyone has a c in lit, no one knows why
* people keep demanding that i write more
* i really want to write more but my mind is blap and it stresses me out
* what if i'm a #fake writer
* please stop trying to make me show you poems that i have told you i'm not comfortable showing people
* submitted youngarts apps and wanted to die
* won first place in oratory @ a tournament for the first time on saturday!!
* and i got a 1 on EVERY BALLOT HOLY SHIT
* thought i had a crush on a boy, don't have a crush on the boy
* why do i never feel ready for anything