I was born an altruist and carefree
I might surely die careless and lonely
I need to save myself
Tell me to save myself
Is she here beneath this ugly spleen
But I've been known for my angelic solitude
She's been such a tender company in the back always there for me
And I got used to it
As the years went by
Seasons after seasons
Tears after flood
I know so little about Happiness
And so much about pain
Still it's insane
Because I am full of love
drown to the core
With pure waves of warmth
Sometimes all I know
is that I am dressed in a lie
Covered and wrapped
In this darkest cloud
Full of inner lives
smothering inside
overprotecting my self
Peut être que je suis toujours là
A l'intérieur
Habillée d'un nuage noir
Joy is still under
Joy is trapped inside
Sous les épines
sous les épines
Je réside
Sous les épines
Je résiste
Scarred by too many traumas
Like a garland around my neck of bad memories
Hatred and wrath consume me
It's them or me
I gotta survive this
I gotta survive this
Now let's split
Now let's sever
There won't be any surrender
And I wont spend my life being a fighter
Cuz I wanna live
You see I just wanna live
Can you feel this
Underneath this soaking sheets of darkness
I still wanna live
Can you feel it
I will eventually rise again
From under my darkest waters
Cuz I still wanna feel something
beautiful and gentle
