Does she feel what i feel? Does she know what is killing me inside? Does she want me back in her paradise? Does she think I'm too weird for reacting so shit on tiny things? Does she questions herself back for leaving me? Does she even go through a mental trauma like me? Does she even become numb feeling my memories? Does she still want to escape and hang out with me like before?
Do I even bother her or she is busy watching her Netflix and pretending to be okay?