Lazy days now a foreign concept
I don't know what to do when I'm just still
I'm trying to appreciate the moments of silence that I get but I feel almost empty without a constant influx of different noises and voices flooding my ears
Still..is what I am when I lie awake wondering what my purpose is. Inactivity making me feel incomplete I should be doing something right now why am I so worthless?
Still. My mind is never still I have so many thoughts coming in. Never happy, always so fucking critical I just want to be still
No overthinking. No anxiety. Life isn't about constantly planning for the future, you're meant to be enjoying it. Calm down please for your own sanity!
Taking one day to yourself isn't the end of the world. Shut off your thoughts and just be..