First post here, I hope I won't mess it up.
This year I decided to do a 52 weeks #selfportrait challange.
Emocionally: I'm done.
Mentally: I'm drained.
Spirtually: I feel dead.
Physically: I smile.
I started new year still facing problems from the last year. It takes lots of effort to overcome them. The worst ones are those which require to wait. I can't do anything about them. I'm struggling. I like to plan my life, my time. I love to know what is going on. And right now I need to stand still and wait. You have no idea how hard it is for me. Sometimes it even feels like I'm unable to breath. Lost.
I can't meet with friends, because I have to finish some works for uni. I can't do any photography related projects, because I have to finish some works for uni. That was my pathetic excuse. I also didn't have time for myself. Lost some connection with friends. Became moody. Upset. Tired. I lost myself.
Right now I'm taking my time. Slowly trying to recover. Reading lots of books. Doing things which makes me happy. And waiting. Waiting for responses.
I lost myself trying to please everyone else, now I'm losing everyone while trying to find myself.
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