Human Value and other Illusions.
While I can agree on the idea that everyone is born equal, that dosen’t mean everyone is valuable. Yes, that’s always been my opinion and I will stick to that till the day I’ll die.
Here’s how I see it: if you waste your intellect by behaving like an asshole, not think criticial or at least leave open to other beliefs than those you have yourself, then you have no value. At all. You’re human waste. I’ve never been a beliver of loving everyone or universal love or whatever you want to call it. We’re in this world alone and need to take care of our minds. It’s your choice if you want to sit at home in your apartment being a blamethrower, blaming your lack of luck/health/happiness/lack of sex life/whatever on government, foreginers, gays, neighbors, vegans, Christians, Muslims, Jews, women, men, teens or what other delusions you might suffer from.
You choose. You’re the one controlling your fate in this matter.
It might sound harsh, but all this have nothing to do if you have money or not. Sure, you can buy happiness, but only if you come to the insight that money have no real value. If you manage get decent way of living and still continue to focus your life on getting more and more money, “getting rich”, then you’ve lost it. Then you have no idea what the value of life is about. That’s a hunt you need to let go. Money is, by all means, just an illusion. And if you get that you will always live a happy life without tons of them.
Anyway, back to being a human of value.
You have this amazning brain. This unique construction, super-advanced and complex machine up in your head. Use it. Use it to love those who deserves it, no matter who they are. When I first meet a person I see them as a neutral being. When they open their mouths and speak I begin to judge. I have no shame about that. If that person shows some kind of depth, some kind of awareness of the grey zones in life and society, then I begin to take notice. I really don’t care if you have difficult experiences with something, in the long run it doesen’t matter. If you still can see how things are, as the complex adventures they are, I will respect and listen to you.
For example, let’s say you once got attacked by someone that’s not of your “race” or “culture” and you still continues to blame everyone that dosen’t look, speak or behave like you, then you’re a waste in my eyes. It’s horrible you got attacked and got hurt, absolutely, but if you can’t look beyond that skin color or religion, then you just have no value to me. You’re wasting your amazing intellect on behaving like a moron. Sure, I can write pretty harsh about Christians, but believe me, that dosen’t mean have something against that kind of religious people in general. I mean, my beloved mother is a beliver of Christ! I respect her more than anyone else.
It’s what you do with who you are that counts to me.
One of the biggest taboos in our society is to be happy when someone dies. Don’t be ashamed of doing that. Remember we’re just animals, and when we’re dead we’re either just dead, non-existing, or - if you belive so - reincarnated or in some fitting place of your choice, and just don’t give a shit about what people says in the life you just left. In my case, I can’t say I’m happy when some asshole die. But I’m not sad either. It is what it is. No shame in that. I refuse to go out and cry on social medias just because everyone else lives in the absurd notion that one should respect the dead. “They can’t defend themselves!” as some people say. No shit! That’s true, they’re dead and gone. But they had some kind of lifetime to do something good with their life and they failed.
So fuck them.
Respect what you are. Respect that you’re a human, with some kind of intelligence. Respect the fact that you can do a lot more than you probably think you can do. If you spend your life being greedy, bitter, angry, racist, homophobic or something else - not matter political position - you will have wasted your existence.
No one likes an idiot, even if the idiots think so themselves. Do like me, ignore them. Forget them. Focus on your own life instead, and make it as satisfying as possible.
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