Competition Oriented Physical Activities and other Time Wasters.
I despise competition oriented physical activities, this futile way of entertaining the masses by kicking a ball around, trying to jump the highest or longest or widest or whatever makes their little sporty hearts tick, swim fast, hit a ball with a bat (a wooden one, not the fine animal) and millions of other ways to just have a boring old time.
I think I’ve played soccer for 45 minutes in total, which was when was was a kid, 7-8 years old, and was forced by my mother to be humiliated in a game together with a bunch of slow-witted boys the same age - and I told her afterwards I never again wanted to waste my time on this shit again. I probably didn’t use those words to my mom, but she understood and here I am happier than ever to never had caught the illness called sports.
Some of us wanted to be left alone when we were kids. We didn’t want to be involved in silly group activities like sports. I personally rather read a book or played alone in the forest - sometimes together with a like minded friend, as long no one disturbed us and we could use our imagination and create our own worlds and not something on a grassy field with an audience of retarded apes watching a game. Sooner than later my parents understood my needs to be alone, or at least do my own thing in my own speed with my own friends.
In this day and age it seems like so-called good parents forces their kids to do stuff all the fucking time. If it’s not soccer or hockey, it’s horse riding, theatre groups, choirs or - even worse - church activities. Because as a child the only way you will feel happy is if you have a lot of moronic, screaming, sheep-like friends around you. At least that what breeders believe.
Which of course is wrong.
Embrace the silence. Embrace the qualities of being alone. Embrace the lack of “friends”. Embrace the introverts. I promise, I was so happy when being alone, doing my things, living in my world of imagination. I was happy when I could choose my own pals; intelligent boys and girls who knew more about books than skiing, keeping more track of Star Wars and He-Man characters than soccer players and created own magical universes instead of being brainwashed in churches.
It took me years to realize I still wanna live like that. I don’t want to spend times in bars or nightclubs, or at arenas or restaurants or parties or festivals or whatever else makes me cringe and feeling depressed. Meeting up with friends and talking and listen to music, or spending a whole weekend alone, talking walks in the nature, reading books on the commuter train - all that and more makes me happy.
Just not talking to someone makes me feel healthy. Or listening. I save those things for friends that deserves it, friends who have the same ideas about being happy like I have. Loneliness makes me feel fresh. It makes me smarter.
Thank Satan I’m an adult so I won’t be forced by anyone to do stuff I hate. Thank Satan for letting me live my own life outside the flocks of sheeple.
Thank Satan for the freedom of being an adult.
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