What the heck is fullness ? Fullness is a feeling. Of course, you say. Fullness is a state of being. Alright, maybe, you say. Fullness is a way of life. Get the hell out of here
I am feeling fuller. More full. Filling-up. To touch is to connect is to bridge is to begin The Fill ... the big ol' fill. Yup, it's massive alright. Never-ending, really. But the beginning has begun and the journey is thus unfolding. For me, for everyone around me, for us all.
It's funny how time works like that; all synced up and shit. It doesn't matter if you're 30 (she is) or 23. It just is the way it is: happening now, quickly and directly, to us all on the surface -- through us all below it. I am now acutely aware of this happening -- the process itself -- and see clearly that what is happening to all of us is planned, was planned, always has been planned. It's just that whereas in the past there was less strings being pulled in this grand experiment (more sleepers) now there is a hell of a lot of conscious spinning around resulting in this super computer chugging and chugging and working at max effort (for all parties involved)
Guess what this results in ? Newton could tell you: for each action there is an equal opposite reaction (finally a law that will stand the test of time, mostly). Indeed, as this direct action goes into our lives and the path that unfolds, so too does the trail left behind the action become more clear; the bread trail, once minute crumbs, now scattered in surprisingly apparent loaves.
So where to ? Well that is the question that will not be answered now. You woulnd't want it to be, actually. It would cause us to much stress in knowing exactly what is supposed to happen and know that this inherently affects whether it does or not -- one of the greatest paradoxes of the Universe: to know is to affect is to mislead.
This effects the most in-tune of us all: we see the path yet become consumed in the steps needed to get to the end when really, they are already all in place. Better not to know then, and simply coast along the wonderful path of this spontaneiously evolutional life called Earth.
Man are we lucky. Here and all. I realize it more each and every day. The big O helps .. That thing called Orgasm. Once sacred. Then shunned. Now again, spectacular. It's a gift that everyone must receive; a gift that is awaiting each and every one of us around that next corner that we secretely seek but consciously hide from.
Not for long. Not for now. For now is the time for all of us to step into our true selves. The Self. And be one with all of creation