I feel powerless
Every suicide you commit is so real.
I have never imagined such a thing.
Having you without having anything.
Just glimpses of grasping your soul.
You smile everytime you want to die, and you cry when you don't have to.
Fuck that hole. Big black hole in your chest that sucks it all.
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