I feel like I'm being punished by the universe or something.... venting and ranting ain't gonna fix things. Like I have this vomit on my throat and I must swallow it back like there's nothing wrong with it. Maybe I shall go in a confession booth? oh lord, I am a sinner but this sin I have been committing is Peccata Mortalia, forgive me, forgive me not but I just want to know where did I go wrong, to choose this unknown path over a familiar road - am I stuck now in this foreign abyss and there is no way out or maybe I choose not to see the way? - hmmm - yeah contemplation of boredom or is it? - August rush maybe?
D C de Oliveira 3.26pm 01.08.2017
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