I found my person,
and so did you...
except I couldnt accept it
I don't understand why not but
so I watched myself sabotaging it in any and all ways possible
except you refused to give up on me.....
(thank you for that truly)
but you never got your chance to entirely see your person
the one you needed just as much if not more.
Instead you're let down by humanity again.
I'm sorry I couldn't save you.
I hurt you
and that's why I'm drowning, Tommy.