I hate photography. I'll be more accurate though, I don't hate photography, I hate what it's done to me. I hate how it's become an enabler of my inability to connect with anyone and form anything resembling a personal relationship. I hate how it's consumed all my free time despite giving me exactly nothing to show for it. I hate how it's reduced me to a service man. I hate how I can't ever approach people anymore for the sake of approaching them and becoming close to them - this service always remains, as a reminder, that I can do a thing. if I could go back to the day o picked up my first camera, I wish I dropped it and it smashed into the ground. I'd be a talentless hack, yet that'd be less destructive than photography has been to me.