Post #5 from http://irenecontidiary.tumblr.com/
Well, what to say at this point?
My life is made up of contradiction, opposites and indecision. And I think I need to connect this to the music. The problem is that I like this, this is what characterizes the life, for me. This tangle of ideas and moments, feelings, emotions, waivers.
This is being a musician, to me. That person who sweat his achievements, his goals, those who spend days, nights, sunrises, to be frustrated in front of a guitar, in front of a computer screen, who degrades because “the sound was not good, not enough”. THIS is a musician! I don’t care who studied singing, makeup and wigs, the true musician puts his heart, his body and his stomach.
Today is an important day for me, it marks an important moment of my life. Maybe one day I will explain why. I don’t know exactly what I am, I’m still thinking about the thousands of definitions of musician, artist, in all its facets. I can only say that I love music, I love to create it, I love to play it. And I could not live without all that magic frustration.