'the hospital was my home~ its yellow and green walls~ smoking bathrooms. healed by the night outsider spirits. yearning for just one particular thing. trapped between its walls. a larger alien world than the earth planet, inside just those small walls. every doctor and nurse a bizarre and also violent comedian.
i dont know how they helped me get well, inside the hospital, perhaps it is time to forgive them. i will anyway.
they still fail to understand my basics. but it was a warm dream. of strange pills, pain, loss, personalistic ideas. lost in time. forever between those walls. one of two, admitting it all, or denying it all. ~ Jolena Zevuna.