I really hate Starbucks Coffee. It tastes like garbage but I'm basically poor as shit and facing the fact that I might end up losing everything. If my car gets repo-ed I'm essentially fucked, but it got me thinking. Maybe I'm not a humble enough person or something and this is why this is happening? Maybe it's a test of strength. Will I sink or swim? I started thinking about how snobby some of the people I have met in the last 6 months have been at these networking events I attend. All they want to talk about is how awesome they are and how awesome their corporate jobs are. When I stated that I was currently unemployed, they looked at me like a peasant. Not everyone of course, but most. If I had to support myself working at Target and Starbucks, I fucking would! How does that make me less of a human being? Goddamn people. I get that it's like a reinforcement thing and they're probably really insecure, but it's amazing how a "job" holds so much weight. So yeah, I have about a month to figure it out and I'm going down with the fucking ship if I have to, because I'm going to repair that shit and make it float again until I'm the leader of the fleet.