I've failed so much I've finally succeeded at something.
I've failed as a parent; a father,
Friends went astray due to my mishaps and irresponsibilities and I've suffered in deep regret.
What kind of man am I?
How can I choose to feel when I can't even love myself?
I do this because I'm alive,
Because I'm here,
Because none of this really means anything- it'll all be forgotten.
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