You said your hair is nappy? I know your sick. I am sorry to hear that. I wish you would of kept your curls. It gave you style and spunk. Your crew cut to me says you want to conform. Conform to what? Do you know your conforming to madness and negativity? I love my hair. Its who I am. I will no longer give into the pressure. The evil. I love my curls. Some of my strands are straight and soft others a bit harder, some even do this swirly loop. I wish you could love like this. I'll pray for you. I'll keep my hair long so you can see my love for you!