FUNNY, SAD, & THE TRUTH: I don’t know how to say this, but I will try. - When you know where you are at, where are you going, and where are you going to be, you see “things” that the regular everyday “pusher” don’t see, and won’t ever see.
p.s. that is in reference to his comment: “... XXX was soo depressing. It was just, the spirit there, this older due like, just pushing boxes, but ok with it. And it scared the living hell out of me. So, I quit after a week and four days.”