The truth is we all have a story to tell ...there are aspects of our lives that are learning points for other people.. I've spent my whole life trying to figure out my self-worth that I am worth something in that I'm worth a lot and that I do have gifts that I am talented and I am good at what I do... you see I was brought up in a home where I was always told that I wasn't good enough and when I aspired for my dreams I was told you can't do that like you can't you can't if you do that then you know like what if you get hurt or like then you're self-employed you see when I was 18 I wanted to be a horse trainer and my friend had gone to school to be a horse trainer and got trained by this person and they were giving out some discounted tuition spots for training and I was thinking about going for that and I was it was like a wall was put up in front of me by my dad and my family and it was you can't do that you can't do that..........and you see my whole life I had been trying to win people's approval; anyone's approval I just wanted to fit in; I wanted to fit in with my family and I wanted to fit in with other people who could be my friends so I was never me and I never knew who exactly I was until you know I'm in my thirties and I'm just finally discovering who I am who I be and it's been a long journey especially of finding self worth and knowing love and finding love and actually truly knowing what love is and how love can change everything same with being at peace being at peace with what happened in the past because there's nothing that I can do to change that I can't go back and relive my childhood I can't go back and relive my should have would have could have and my only if only I had done this if only I had done this we cant live in the past we have to move forward we are gifted with today and we are gifted with tomorrow which is the future and we are gifted with having our own choice having a choice to always follow in the negative or to finally see the light and to step in and embrace and guide your life... I spent many years in the dark I spent many years in negativity but I wasn't always like that growing up even in my haste of trying of trying to fit in and trying to be loved and approved by other people I was always a glass-half-full kind of a girl and I'm not sure when that stopped and I started to become the girl who was always the glass is half empty and I was like that for many years ..... but that's also the battle you face when you suffer from depression your whole life and when you're an empath which I didn't realize I was until last year until then i didn't know what the heck it truly meant to be an empath i had just thought an empath with sensitive but I didn't know the logistics of what being an empath entailed...and when I discovered I was... my whole life, , my emotions etc started to make even more sense..And now I am building my self worth and learning to stand in my power. And I am here to tell you dear one... That you matter! You are loved! And above all else you should learn to love yourself.... the good parts and parts you consider your bad side. We are not all saints. But how can you expect to have others love you if you can't look in the mirror and love your self back. So stop asking why people love you.... embrace it... And use the reasons why others love you to return that same love to yourself. You deserve it. .. I am bigger than the fears that hold me back..... I have a message to share and I cannot let fear hold be back anymore.
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