I felt lonely in the crowd, today.
My city it was swarming with people, turists trying to capture every little detail, and businessmen running their own way, pricking colliding.
They all felt happy, which more or less, and I felt guilty about feeling so sad and lonely, as If I could ruin the moment.
I tried to distract myself, trying not to think, and I took refuge in a bar. In a summer day like this, outside was hot and humid, the air conditioning on the face was a relief. I ordered a coffee, on the pur one of my favourite song and I was almost sure I had recovered. There were many things to be happy for: the sun, my iced coffee, the good music, the smile of the guy behind the counter, the laugh of a child on the street.
Few minutes later I was about to cry on my coffee, realizing my monsters where still there, in my mind.