I don't feel safe in public anymore, and that terrifies me and pisses me the fuck off in a way that I'm finding difficult to put into words.
I'm high-reactive to latex right now. (No, not LaTeX. That's fine)
I walk into rooms and I can tell, without looking, if there is a latex balloon in it. I need benadryl if I'm there longer than a few minutes. It's overwhelming to be accosted with an allergen in my normal day.
I'm seeing an allergist soon-ish. But I'm thinking maybe a therapist too. Because being afraid of just being isn't going to work.