in english i'm trying to say that i don't know. i'm trying to figure out myself and on top of that i have to try to figure out my feelings, something that i'm not in touch with. i know the moon (月) makes me feel things but the sun (日) makes me happy. without the sun i would have nothing. i would be cold and in the darkness and life could not flourish. i could not flourish. in english, i'm trying to say i need both to survive. if you are the sun then i am the earth, and all of nature could not live without your brilliant light. i write to the moon because the moon helps the tides, she balances life. i can't imagine life would be the same without her. my oceans depend on her, many of my animals depend on her. she is an important part of life, but you are too.