Having unleashed an onslaught of internal criticism and relentless self-examination she knew she wasn't weathering the impact of his condition. The ongoing stress and fear of his demise was beginning to destroy her ability to see herself clearly. Every little thing she ever did was up for the altar or the plank. And she'd done a lot of little things. But the biggest thing coming' was thinkin' that she was cracking up. Holes where her psyche use to be. All over a boy she loved. Funny little thing. Every little thing.
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