I've finally admitted that I really, really want to be a father.
That's frightening to me. I'm an unemployed writer/comedian with absolutely no romantic prospects on the horizon. With a little over eight years of sobriety under my belt, I've only just now figured out how to manage the day to day without recoiling in horror and despair.
Is it wrong to just want a family? I feel like I should want to have children with the right person. She should come first, not the biological drive to procreate.