I have so much work ahead of me. SO MUCH. Grueling work.
I will be learning how to plot. This is what’s been missing in my books, I can see it now clearly (my writing mentor helped me see it today), and I have finally understood that I can’t let my characters run amok, I have to learn how to control them, to play them like on a chess board, according to my rules, because I’m the boss, not them.
First step: writing a narrative summary for Janna. Fuck, I’m scared. Although excited, too.