So I'm answering questions for an interview and I stumbled on a very simple question.
What is your favorite childhood memory?
And all I remember is bad stuff, and there was so little good stuff that I was walking around the house getting all upset that I couldn't remember one! And then I did! I was 10 and I was competing in the dancing competition and I won the first prize and it was this red shiny round ball, just like a soccer ball, but smaller, and it made me so happy, so very happy, standing up on the number 1 place and holding that ball.
This is what I need to do. I need to focus and try really hard to remember happy things in my childhood and write them down, because there were happy parts, I just need to remember them.