For the first time since I started writing 3 years ago I have this yearning to write in Russian. Writing a scene now where Russian descriptions would’ve sounded so much juicier. I simply can’t find the same sound in English and it’s frustrating, but I think I’m getting close to finding my own mix where the richness of Russian comes through in my English.
Maybe one day I’ll write something in Russian, just for the kicks. Очень уж хочется, прямо всё нутро раздирает.