i decided to not go to army. instead im doing the civilian service. that means i dont need to move and i can sleep in my own bed every night and not in some tent in the woods with a bunch of greasy 18 year olds. im happy about my decision! i can do it in like a high school or something which would be great because then i have a 10 week summer vacation. and just like being in a long distance relationship wouldnt be hard enough i cant even imagine how hard it would be if i only had like 2 hours a day to have free time when i could text my bf who probably would be always sleeping or working at that time! AND!! he can come visit me next summer!!!
im so relieved and happy. from now on i only make good decisions!