4th floor library, three stories in staggered stages of completion. Revisions & beginnings. Indirect gazing towards. Feeling today the evolution (in yr 3 of MFA) from hopeless anguish over my work habits to an awareness of how approaching means backing away and vice versa. There is a dance and slowness and many holes to the creative process. Holes are scary but also sexy and awe-striking. Moving into the silence.