Thursday (Just as I am)
Sick - again !
I really need to do something about it.
I've been sick each month since september.
Tomorrow I'm going to see this guy - a naturopath working with energy.
I think I've tried everything : chinese doctor, ayurveda, plants, energy healing. I could write a book about it :). So, who knows?
My dad "ordered" me to feel better for Christmas. What CAN I do? He drives me crazy already. I just want to hide under the covers and wake up after Christmas.
Does that make me a bad daughter?
I'm tired of trying to be a good person, always kind, making no waves.
I just want to be myself : grumpy, silly, funny, sad, desperate sometimes.
I don't want anymore to be perfect, love every single person on the planet and be loved by the all world.
I want to be me - just as I am.