been eatin pizza with the big boys this week. christian wolff world premiere last night. feels good. also played this terrible feldman piece, intersections for orchestra. seems like a fuck you to graphic score-writing, like here, you assholes, i'll write you a piece that you won't be able to play because you're too fucking afraid of the conductor. and it will sound like 20 minutes of the most boring garbage you've ever heard. then for the rest of my life i'll write beautiful, agonizingly precise music for orchestras that understands the inherent power dynamics of an orchestra. great stuff.