Ronald and I left for India by car two years ago. We told ourselves that we were making the bucket list journey that Ronald’s deceased brother never got to make. But looking back, the trip seems to have been a last attempt to save our relationship. We did not succeed. At a remote border post between Turkey and Georgia, we broke up and we never reached India. My photographs show how we slowly lost each other along the way. The series became a personal document of my struggle with Ronald's feelings of loss and pain, which I could not heal, a story about our love and how ghosts from the past came to stand between us.