yesterday, today, tomorrow, happy, sad, elated, depressed. unpredictable occurrences, insides turned outsides. mind over matter over everything. overthinking because what else is there to do. the more you know, the more you know you don’t know anything at all. i know now? do i? i wish i could just know what answers are right but right and wrong is black and white and it’s not just that, not even just grey, the rainbow and every color reflecting through light, combining altogether to create infinite amount of curiosities, vices, possibilities, desires, responsibilities. it’s a balancing act but i was only given two hands. maybe i just don’t know how to use my other body parts. does everything have a purpose, a reason, a function? functioning properly is not the same as living. machines, we’re trained to be machines. can a broken part be fixed if I call maintenance or if I read a manual written in a language I don’t understand? a manual only tells you how to operate, parameters etched in steps lower and before heights not made aware to plain eyes.
Thoughts as i create
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