<strong>Total Darkness </strong>My life, it feels so meaningless lately. My friends, I feel like they don't get who I am or what I stand for anymore. My family, struggling to understand why I am the way I've been for the past 3 years now, but just now noticing how bad it really is. I'm surrounded by what feels like total darkness all the time, and I'm just waiting for the light to come and shine on the right path for me. I get little light from him, but he's slowly pulling away, and I can feel the darkness thicken. What do I do now?