i'm not sure where else to put this. but i've always felt as though i've had to hide myself. when i was a kid, other kids told me about their dreams to save the world, be a firefighter, or even ride a pony, but when i told them i wanted to control darkness and destroy this world to create a paradise of shadows and my own league of demented creatures i was told that wasn't right. i never quite left that dream, and am still unsure when it's appropriate to bring that up?
like is it appropriate now to tell someone i want to ride a terrific skeleton, flesh eating, red eyed dragon with them? to frolic in seas of spilt blood searching for corpses? is that romantic? to send your loyal, rabid monsters after people for amusement? i can't be the only one right?