:veiled: series / number five / death
I see you there,
lurking in the shadows of my thoughts.
i feel your cold, penetrating stare.
i see your sick grin,
your icy hands
reaching out to grab me.
i know what you crave.
you want me to know that one day
i won’t know when, how, or possibly why.
it’s the unknowing that plagues me,
and you know that.
you love that.
you weren’t around much when i was young.
slowly, through the years,
i’ve felt your presence more.
now, my unwanted friend,
you pay a visit daily.
reminding me of how little control i have,
when that’s all i really desire.
without it, i’m lost.
you know this.
and that’s what frightens me the most.
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