ALL LOVE Workshop Feedback form our Costa Rica Class in 2017!
All Love, Michael Heemskerk & Carolina González Van Eechoud!
To open up and connect with your heart and soul.
The first workshop I was attending and where I got to know Carolina and Michael was in Costa Rica. (I already know and feel this is gonna be a long review, so prepare and allow yourself to connect as deep as you can with the words and feeling I share with you) Start a journey and be ready for a life changing and incredible experience.
To describe an experience which is nearly impossible to describe, to find words for something so powerful, cleansing, opening and deep seems hard, but what I learned is experiencing now this as well. So I'm diving into and connecting to this .. this workshop truly is life changing.
The meditations are more intense than anything I ever experienced before. I never thought that negative emotions or thought patterns change if you dive deeper into it .. if you're trying to feel a feeling you have, feeling even stronger and not what I was used to to avoid it. Emotion .. energy in motion if you're trying to connect even stronger with this 'energy in motion' it seems like it's slowing down and calming itself. In this workshop i could experience that if it's seen and acknowledged, it loses it's power and the attached fear to direct you and your life. Michael knows and senses very well how to trigger you to feel and connect with your deepest hidden fears.
To connect with feelings which I really didn't wanted to at first because they were painful to me, and If I say painful, I'm trying to describe a sensation so intense, with so much power .. like ripping you apart, it felt like a part of me is dying if I recall it. I was used to ran and hide from it before. I created a wall around me to protect me from wounds and pain from a long time ago. I just wanted to function, live a so called 'boring normal life', let it pass by and die, but if your soul is screaming so loud and in pain, nothing really is normal so sure it's a blessing and gift to yourself to end up in a workshop like this. With the help of Michael and his gorgeous supporting wife Carolina I was safe.
This hurt inner child finally felt safe to open up, to feel and release. I was in a sacred safe space, something I didn't even knew could exist. I was held in a space of love, I saw images of my inner hurt child and could express, an expression which turned into shouting, screaming, tearing up, crying and releasing pain I was holding in for so long. I was holding for so long it became a part of me, so what is gonna happen if I let go ? What could I expect ? So there I was, in my pain hearing the voice of Michael, guiding me even deeper, asking me questions, pushing me gentle into it .. which feels like loosing the ground under your feet. Feeling more and more, waves are crushing in and it's dark - Back in time, back in memories, back in a sensation of loneliness helplessness and paralysed in fear.
The soft voice of Carolina like an angel knowing exactly how to support you in this moment, to hug and to give love to this pain, to see it because all it wants is to be seen, taken care of and you feel the pain is slowing down, acknowledged and is transforming.
Many times I literally could see with my inner eye the pain transforming, the healing, the bliss and gift of letting go. To sit with it, to create space for it, to watch and embrace, to talk to it and breathe with it. The both of them truly care from their heart and are holding such an incredible healing space.
The All Love Workshop is different from all, there is no schedule or guideline, each time is different and new .. what happens, happens if you are ready and allow yourself to fully let go you will experience magic and alchemy. I could go on a lot more and even more specific details to describe my experience according to what I saw but you know what's best - create your own experience and be open for an immense shift in your whole perspective.
Give yourself the gift, heal through love, connect with your spirit and maybe you'll see and feel your truest highest self arriving. Coming home - being whole and complete, full of pure joy, peace, happiness and love - your very existence. I'm deeply filled with gratitude.