So yeah...great growing period over the past two months. Lost 2 friends very suddenly..
One a long time friend and one just known. Realized I needed help and talked with my main
doctor. He's not afraid to deal with psychological issues and worked with me. Most of what
I have been going through was not related to the death events, but with with accepting my
depression and bipolarity. We upped my meds and I became more involved in activities that give me congruence in my life. Currently that focus is on saving dogs.