I'm here, I'm queer and I'm sick of making excuses for who I am.
Its 2015 and the fear of revealing who I truly am to everyone, still resonates in me. There is still too much judgement in this world. A world where man still "rules" and women, although being better built for non-monogamy, are shamed and made to feel guilt for their sexuality. For years, I've forced myself into monogamous relationships, each ending horribly and making excuses to mask the reality. Underneath is all, I am a lover and a great one at that. I crave giving affection to those I connect with.
If people were aware of the height of my sexuality, being a women, I would be slut shamed. I would be called selfish and a psychopath. Do you understand why I stay hidden?