Surreal conversations are surreal.
Have you ever had the notion to just literally go back and revisit every relationship (of some semblance or another) and just chat? Call it closure if you like. I have.
Time has come and gone and has covered the long-gaping wounds inflicted by messy breakups and falling outs. Even the ones I thought I would NEVER, EVER get over. I was so mad and so hurt and so raw. But as time went on, I healed and I started to understand. What they did wasn't right, but they were not the sole problem in the relationship. You can't always have a victim complex in a relationship. I hid behind the fact that I was always upfront with people from the beginning and pretty transparent. I thought that disclaimer made me blameless and that it was their fault for not understanding what they were getting into. And then when shit would hit the fan I would turn and be like, "Told you so!" All vindicated and stuffs. Silly them, silly me.
Just a late night musing. To be concluded another night.