Today I kind of feel bored. I Dont like a lot of people. I like sitting alone and eating alone and I feel more tranquility when I immerse myself in music.
So like, yesterday we supposedly had a talk and apparently I misinterpreted but let's be honest here: it was an easy sentence to misinterpret.
I have been speaking to karr daily. I like him very much. As a friend of course, he's one of my best friends now because I literally tell him everything and anything. I can dirty talk with him without a problem, cry to him, talk about weird things in life and the best part is is that I get to screenshot his retarded faces and store them in a blackmail folder for future usage. I really shouldn't have any friends HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I'm glad I'm moving to Australia when I'm done with IB. Either there or Canada but still. I will go for the cheaper option.
I have no time to give two fucks about friendship or romance for that matter so I felt really really bad when Karr asked me out. Like hi I am flattered Karr but i think you should have better taste. Also busy with work soz. Maybe when I get over Jack and get stronger then I'll consider. Jk.
Suck my dick.
I get really irritated by people around me recently I Dont know if its because I'm not sleeping enough. I'm staying up late everyday doing work. I am stressed and I just Dont want to talk to anyone in my school about it. I Dont care about my condition or whatever I just want to be able to keep up with everyone else. Key and Claire and Sarah and everyone else are all able to keep on task and be focused. I can't. I'm slow witted and I'm legit fucking stupid. Lol I'm reminded of that when I see my bro. Fuck me.