I have met you several times. On dating apps, bars , friends of friends, University. I have met you at different stages of my life. Puberty, success , emotional distress and when I was in that happy space. You liked me for 2 days, you made me believe in love for 2 days, you made me believe that all men are not the same, you kept the pattern alive for 2 days. On the third day you got inside my skirt and then you got busy. On 4th day you liked your space and you dint need a woman to Mother you. Sure, makes sense you already have a mom. I remained hopeful cos am such a happy person. I flashed back on our WhatsApp messages.
Day 0 : morning Gorgeous
Day 0 : 500 messages of how cool our date is going to be and that we could be making babies.
Day1 : morning gorgeous , slept well?
I am so exited we are meeting today.
I have call out clouds over my head that are bursting with emoticons 😍😻.and I also have an imaginary baby. And plans of quitting smoking. I have by now spent 500 dollars on shopping for the best outfit, nails hair. And it’s all worth because you only cared for my shaved pu$$y.
Day2: morning babe I still feel I am inside you.
Hey nobody You are so cool ! So adventurous and so good in bed. You sheets smell so rich, ofcourse rich .. not rich in protein of your cum. I say rich because all those shaven pu$$y cost expensive bikini wax and thousands of dollars of IPL or laser. Omg! You were so worth it. I have always wanted to feel like a slût yeah? Because I smoke and live alone and have been f*cked a several times. That’s what I am worth. You are right !
I am only drinking gin to drown in sorrows cos am still counting calories. I indulge in in retail therapy cos am the spoilt investment banker who makes big bucks and has no emotions. I take so much pride knowing that am not the one you want to your mum to meet. But hey nobody! You are so cool I learned life, I enjoyyed my own company, and I a so successful because of you cos you’ve only left me time to focus on work. I love you so much keep coming back in all avatars possible because those two days that we chat I feel like a woman again! slipping back in my emotionally fragile skin and dreaming that love is possible.
You are so cool. M