wanting attention is weird. communicating / having to interact with people who only focus on the betterment and attainment of their own needs while employing tactics that are backhandedly hurtful is another. i'm tired of attempting communication and failing. i'm tired of always giving, draining, and easily being pushed aside. i don't care if anyone ever finds out how i feel anymore. i'm very tired and i just can't stand this.
hardly anyone sees me for what i really am
any that have take what they need and go
i want to go too
i want to vanish