Many things make me wonder what my life will like in ten year, at the moment the uncertainty of my significant other makes me fear that I'm never going to have the joy of having a beautiful diamond engagement ring, a wedding and the children to come after. Although theres a lot of other things that I feel that I am missing and, it really sucks not going to lie. Honestly if I had it my way life would be completely different. I wouldn't have gained twenty kilograms due to getting comfortable with someone and giving zero fucks. I’d still be what I used to be, with the personality that I now have.
My goal from now is to stop eating shitty food, start looking after myself and lose this god damn winter coat!