3rd-4th-and 5th Process
……this is accomplished when the “bud” opens, and it becomes possible for the Hierophant [the initiator] at initiation to liberate the energy of the Monad, and to direct that energy (through the agency of the Rod) so that eventually it circulates free and untrammelled through every part of the lower threefold manifestation. As it circulates, it destroys by burning, for it arouses the kundalini aspect perfectly by the time the fifth Initiation is taken. The destroyer aspect becomes dominated, and the form is “burnt upon the altar.” [CF: Bailey]
A post from the past.
A post from your future [s]
Hridayam is the bud. Not the "heart chakra" [sometimes wrongly translated] rather the etheric correspondence to your causal body. That vehicle destroyed, freeing your soul to merge: the Divine Marriage. Soul with Monad
...the wave of light that emerges out of the positive destruction of the Causal body. For that is what the hridayam is; an etheric reflection of the causal body. All your chakras emerge "out of" Hridayam. With the destruction of the causal body the light held in that vehicle is freed.
"Heart" often used for the tru-er expression "hridayam" which is "the bud [that] opens" thus freeing the light which arises from [out of] the destruction of the causal body; and "heads" straight for the Monad. The divine marriage ensues. Usually occurs over a period of cycles of time and is experienced via the etheric reflection in the form of a [freed] elongated sine-wave of Light that may merge with Kundalini in the throat chakra and together flow to [and through] the crown.
If you look to those who have touched upon that... they often get lost in delusion [glamour + illusion] re who they are; their place in the scheme of things. The test of that initiation is such
The "answer"? Set the bar higher.
By not setting the bar so low the delusion can be dispersed....instead of being the next "avatar".... you went 'pretty deep' in your nightly self-directed meditation. Amritha is your birth-rite
End of rant.
Totally without any practical redeeming value
or opening a door to what's next