The most terrifying thing I think I could ever say is "I need a good accountant, a good attorney, and a good agent."
I'm trying really hard not to put a lot of hope and all that into a writing project I've spent almost two years working on. I don't ever mention it at other places. I've barely said anything to family or friends about it. I'm so fucking afraid of saying too much about this.
I've spent most of the summer really cranking down on it, and I haven't wrote like that since i was working on a graphic novel about ten years ago(!). I think about this thing a lot, more than work, more than sex, more than my family, more than my desire to get wasted. There are times when I work on this and I get sweaty and my heart races and I feel, this might be cliched, an electricity snapping around me.
I had to say something here, because I can't talk about it anywhere. It gets to me, because I want to say something, but my fear is if i say too much, it won't happen. I just want to make this thing happen. I've not wanted something like this ever. I want it more than I've wanted write comic books. I want it more than I wanted to be a tattoo artist. The only thing I've wanted more is to work in television.