Everyday seems to get tougher and tougher when you're a young adult... having bills to pay, working, Keeping relationships with others, school, and doing what you love on the side, and the last part of my struggle is exercising too. I wanted to keep up with all of it but it got to the point that the current job I have is keeping me exhausted dealing with rude people everyday.. I guess you do get tired of dealing with yourself... I'm always doing my best to keep my photography a priority yet I can't do much with portraiture with just night shots... I take pills to deal with my depression and I'll have you know I hate medications but now it's a mandatory thing. The days that go by always seem against me but in a positive view, I'm still alive and trying to make something out of this hobby I spent so much time and money on. The thing that keeps my work alive is the love it receives when I post it and i kid you not it does make me feel better about myself. As for the lonely days... i don't know, I would like my family to be more active towards my work.. I would like them to let me take pictures of them.. and the distance I have with many family members seems farther than it looks but I'm just gonna put it out.. I'm pretty sure it's my fault I'm not that like able in person... I love them even if they don't show it... a few of these cousins of mine mean the world to me... I wouldn't trade them in for anything... no matter how stupid we can all be..
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